Parachute and Jason Reeves kinda night:)
As my depression kicks in and the tears roll down my face,I wonder why I’m too stubborn and too afraid.
I can’t do this,your lack of attention in this relationship breaks my heart and I just don’t want to date at all when and if we break up.
I’m do damaged and hurt,I just want to cry for a long time.
Had a really good interview today,hoping tocgey this job so I can get one of the 2 Honda’s I’ve been eye balling for awhile:)
Turned dub step on my phone and my sisters baby started dancing lol
Thinking about having a bbq potluck soon for friends and family.
Trying to have a good time when the weather is nice and kick it.
Anyone down?
So now I smoke weed once and awhile and today I did with my sister finance and I’m still stoned.Had to take pain killers for my back and they made me fuzzy and warm.
Now I’m wide the fuck awake drinking by myself.
What a great night.
Had a great day with my family.
Then my bfs friends got out of the army so they had a going away party and I had to want his son,his son is still awake because he woke up and pissed and shit on his floor.
His dad is disappointed because he didn’t make it to the bathroom.
I almost puked cleaning up his poop but me and Dom couldn’t stop laughing about him pooping on the floor lol.
What a crazy couple of weeks.
Have been reading some good booms,helping my best friend with her yard sale.She’s moving to Florida with her baby.
If anyone is looking for anything for their house or what not let me know.
Have been having crazy dreams in the early hours of the morning.
Having crazy family problems.
Oh top of it all,my mom still hasn’t taken me out and bought my official” 21” drink.So I’m going to see if she wants to go this weekend,and maybe play darts and pool.
Sun burn is still on my back,it goes super red to casper white.Should take advantage of the tanning bed in the gym.I’m too white for this shit,ahaha.
Laying in bed listening to country music:)
